Day: June 10, 2018

Actualization projection II (Knowing better)

June 10, 2018

I struggle with forgiving myself For sexually assaulting women in the past Without even knowing that I had sexually assaulted them I dont know if they have forgotten or will forget And sometimes it prevents me from sleeping at night. I treat women as best as I can And stay as far away from them […]

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5, or maybe 7, 1 or 3

June 10, 2018

When your grandfather died I was still around the age of 5, or maybe 7, I cannot recall timelines according to the year as much as I can recall memories vividly. We were together on the couch watching Sonic the hedgehog when your mother came from work crying, “Your grandfather is dead!” she said as […]

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Another book of Lamentations, Fiction is not as tasteful.

June 10, 2018

At home in just a shirt having a glass of rum and smoking a spliff to relax my nerves. I want to forget all about today when the night is done or be done with the night. Although the woman I am currently told me I cannot talk like that anymore because I have a […]

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