Actualization projection II (Knowing better)

I struggle with forgiving myself
For sexually assaulting women in the past
Without even knowing that I had sexually assaulted them
I dont know if they have forgotten or will forget
And sometimes it prevents me from sleeping at night.
I treat women as best as I can
And stay as far away from them as they need to exist
Mine has never been a case
Of the moment I bore a daughter was when I realized
The worth of a woman
I have always known.